But my hair is bonde???

Surfer boy spent Friday and Saturday here. We didn’t hang Sunday because he was at the game, but he called me afterward, which I thought was sweet. I went over to his house last night, cooked him dinner for the first time. We’re at the stage, I cooked, he watched sports. Cuddled on couch, did some making out, went to bed.

And that’s when I saw it.

I went into his bathroom to get ready for bed, and I happened to look down at the floor…and I saw long brown hairs. Not my hair. My hair is blonde. This was darker.

Had there been another woman there?

I thought maybe it could be his sister. He said she was in town last weekend, that she came over and cooked him dinner Monday night (we ate the leftovers Tuesday)…but why would she be using his bathroom when he lives in an 8 bedroom, 10 bathroom mansion?

This brings up all sorts of trust issues. And the fact that the feels are there for him. I left his house at 4:30 a.m., he texted me at 5 and told me he was up and wished I were still there.

He texted me multiple times throughout the day, as he always does, but there were knots in my stomach.

I don’t know what to do. Do I tell him about it? Wait until we have some sort of relationship conversation? Part of me wants to back off, part of me wants to run away, and part of me wants to jump into his arms and have him tell me everything is going to be okay.

I can’t make a decision right now. I don’t want to have a “where is this going” relationship talk right now, mostly because I’m not sure how I want that to end. But it bothers me to think he would have another girl over…and her hair is everywhere. Not just one or two, but multiple as though she showered there or brushed her hair or…???

I don’t know…and this after Make-out boy texted me again yesterday “how are things” “Sorry, but I”m not interested.” “It’s fine, my actions would suggest I’m not either, best of luck.” NOT that I wanted to date him, but that I look around and there are no other guys around. Not that I need them…it’s just…suddenly, there are no back-up plans, suddenly, he’s the only one around.

And that’s scary.

And also? My hair is blonde.