Old crushes die hard

Abs made a reoccurrence this week but has now vanished again. Aside from the obvious problem, I got the feeling that he was a moody little bitch. I want hm to text me now, only because I have a reply ready.

The other morning I woke up to a friend request from this guy, B. B and I met on the beach last year and liked each other. The problem was that I was still just separating and it freaked him out. Rightly so, I guess. So we stopped talking, but he would pop up here and there.

So now we’re friends on FB. And Instagram. And then, in a moment of weakness, I downloaded Tinder. And saw B on there. He messaged me about how I’m so beautiful and he’s always been drawn to me. Wants to get together. So we’re supposed to be meeting up this week. No solid date. And the thing is, I really want to meet up with him. So. Here’s to hoping his “like” on my photo on Instagram yesterday means something.

In the meantime, I told myself I would go on 5 tinder dates before I deleted the app. I went on 0 dates and deleted Tinder after just under 2 days. I also deleted JBag from my FB. It was a deleting kind of night.

We’ll see how this thing with B plays out….

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