The boy who finally asked me out has disappeared. As in, he texted me first thing yesterday morning…all day. Then, I responded to a text he sent…and nothing. I sent him another text last night saying I was still waiting and…nothing.
Didn’t hear from him at all today. First day he hasn’t sent me a good morning text. This happened last week when he disappeared, only that was because he had sent me a text and my reply never went through. He thought I blew him off because I never responded.
And now it looks like he’s blown me off. I was so excited to have this date with him this weekend, and apparently it’s not happening. We had no concrete plans, other than to hang out. And now, since I haven’t heard from him, I have to assume that’s not happening.
Sadface. I was actually interested in him. First guy I’ve been interested in for over a year.
The upside is that I don’t have to be nervous for the big date. The downside is that now I have 0 dates lined up. I cannot do online dating. It’s just not for me. And, though I get lots of compliments during the day, so far none have been from guys I’ve wanted to go out with.
Maybe I’m going to be single forever.
And maybe it’s just not that bad.
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