For men. I want to shop for men. I’ve been so down about JBag for the past few months that I was half-hearted about dating. But I am telling myself I need to move on.
So I joined an online dating site with the hopes that it will produce something (after all, that’s where I met JBag, and by the way, he’s still on there). So far, there is 1 guy that maybe I might kind of want to date. The thing is, call me shallow, but I’m not going to date a guy I’m not100% crazy about physically. I did that with Ex. And what that taught me is that passion is important to me. I had that crazy passion with MB, and I know I will not settle for anything less.
I don’t necessarily want anyone but JBag. But I also don’t want to wait around for the rest of my life hoping he’ll change. All I can do is trust that God will give me what I’ve asked for (note: new-age thinker, NOT religious).